It's Like A Vicious Spider

It's like a vicious spider
It's like a vicious spider made of ice
is climbing the web of my heartstrings tonight
closer and closer to closing up my throat
I feel it's spiney legs catch at the tendons
of what used to be my hope.

Slowly it rises and deep dowm I know
soon it's fangs will drop their posion
and all of my lonliness will creshendoe
oh my lonely soul.

Creeping creeping it's sinking in
you're not coming cause you're not
dying for me like i'm dying for you
no. you're just sleeping again.

This vicious spider has been growing
and growing since it hatched from
the egg that I swallowed
when I fell in love with you
Now I must wallow in quiet dark rage
I've held it so long and it's grown so strong
with age.

I'm hopeless and helpless
and greater and greater
this terrible terrible sight
now it's full grown and a spider
of it's own
and me like a fool I keep thinking
that thoses are your car lights
coming to kill the spider
and take me home.
oh what a fool
like all the other fools I've known

and it hurts so much worst
to think i'm denied you
not because of
someone elses company
you've chosen to keep.
no. no other man
or ulterior plan
no i've been put in second place
to good old warm charming sleep

Yo, you're sleepy so I must be dopey
another friday alone

Rodeo
10-24-08
10:30 pm starbucks