My Own Heart

A whisp of wind from some distant fire.
An echo carried over the waves.
I miss her presence with loney desire.
The memory of her touch is my agoony to save.

The saddest admission I've ever had to make
Stabbs to the soul like a dart
I held what everyone prays to have one day
And I like a fool broke my very own heart.

I stare in the mirror at this face she once kissed,
Look at these hands she held .
She tried with all her heart to give me such bliss
And what did it get her but hell?

When I had nothing she gave all that she could
Through hardships she stayed by my side.
Now I have everything but it really means nothing
Because her love for me has finally died.

I have extinguished the loveliest of flames
On the petal demure have I tread.
With my very last breath shall I whisper her name
But in my heart I am alraedy dead.

I have killed what was precious,what was sent down of heavon
And forever my deepest regret.
Till the end of my days I could never repay
Ever shall I be in her debt.

My own soul if forfiet, the essence of joy
I've squandered and torn it apart.
I mocked her sincerity and pissed on her charity.
              Never knew I could break my own heart !
                                                         12/7/11
                                                               taladega al.